Mon, 12 Oct 2009 11:11:50 +0700WeeblySat, 03 Oct 2009 07:51:00 +0700http://fhyllie.weebly.com/11/post/2009/10/death.htmlLiving in a hole, 
no way of getting out.
With all my past, I die...

With satisfaction of gasps,
misty fog, and
a shimmering voice that enlightens me,
Cries of shouts come out of my voice, and
I suddenly trample to the ground.
Walls are slowing moving towards me, 
and suffocating with my last breaths.
What happened to me?!
My whole life was disappearing.]]>Tue, 21 Jul 2009 11:14:48 +0700http://fhyllie.weebly.com/11/post/2009/07/living-life.htmlWhy am I in this place where I'm isolated?!
Benath the ground, there's a heart of love.
I look through the bushes and clouds.
Hope is still there but losing spark,
the light in myself is turning off.

Giving up is easy,
but trying your best is the test.
I've worked too hard,
and grew up too much.

Taking everything seriously,
no fun,
Drawing a map of my future,
stressed out of my mind.

What happened to me?
A mellow girl to a geeky nerd.
LIfe is everything,
Don't waste every minute of it.

]]>Tue, 21 Jul 2009 11:11:19 +0700http://fhyllie.weebly.com/11/post/2009/07/lies.htmlI look in your eyes,
I have a confession.
The lies are out there somewhere,
and I'm running out of time.

I know once you cared,
but now I'm scared.
Running forever and never together,
Fails everytime.

The past is the past.
Don't live with regrets when you couldn't forgive me.
Myheart is aching without you.
Live the present and be my future....

]]>Tue, 21 Jul 2009 11:08:07 +0700http://fhyllie.weebly.com/11/post/2009/07/the-broken-road.htmlThe love we shared was like magic.
Together, we were unstoppable.
When your hand touched against mine,
I felt butterflies in my stomach.

On a road,
Dancing and laughing,
You broke my heart in an instant.
Why?
Walking the opposite of my direction,
You don't glimpse as tears roll down my sorrow face.

And now miles apart...
I still can see your face in the clouds,
and your simple touch to make me feel happy.
I miss you, I want you back!

But I can't..
The broken road caused a huge crack in my heart... </3

]]>Sat, 20 Jun 2009 10:17:57 +0700http://fhyllie.weebly.com/11/post/2009/06/4ever-or-the-end.htmlU drew my heart but suddenly erased it.
I couldn't realize that u never cared,
But now I know..
U did but lost ur love 4 me.
You come back and say I love u.
Do u? Or are u just feeling sorry for me?
You never shared anything that I could cherish but I did.
Did I just waste my time with you?
U've made me think u were the one
But u crushed my heart at the end.
I'm confused.
I don't know what my heart is trying to say.
I feel pounding and pain....
I don't know what's like not to be with u forever    but I know that u've teared apart my only heart.

]]>Sat, 20 Jun 2009 10:15:38 +0700http://fhyllie.weebly.com/11/post/2009/06/moments.htmlYou've always been there for me,
Sad, happy, fighty or even mad times.
You were beside me,
And sayin', "everything's gonna b fine."

You made me smile with a silly joke,
Yet laughing all the time when you're there.
Your heart is opened wide
And I didn't notice until the end.

"I wanna be with you, no one else..."
Leaning forward towards my cheek,
He kissed me.
"I've waited forever to be with you, and now... I love you."
"I love you and will forever..."
You give me the ultimate love and respect.
I've never met anyone like you.

The bench where we sat,
Is a symbol of our true love for each other.
That special moment brought the us into one.

]]>Sat, 20 Jun 2009 10:11:19 +0700http://fhyllie.weebly.com/11/post/2009/06/break-up.htmlStaring at you with the regrets I made.
I feel isolated from you now after what happened.
"can we be friends?"
"no..."

 Was it my no?
My heart is crumpling in pieces.
I luv you and that's why my life is gone.
Is this like an after shock?
Trembling down and making you fall with me.

 Revenge of the hurt you put me through.
You always damaged me in some sort of way..
Love is overrated in life...
All of them have problems and one is when it ends

]]>Sat, 20 Jun 2009 10:10:40 +0700http://fhyllie.weebly.com/11/post/2009/06/post-title-click-and-type-to-edit.htmlThe first time I looked at you,
I knew u were the one.
I remember I saw u at the zoo.
And smiled across the sun.
 You looked so sweet,
Or was that an intention of mine that told me u were?
You heard my heartbeat,
And then I knew we were meant to be.
 Nothing tore us apart.
I loved u from the first minute.
You are like a work of art.
The love in the painting that has no limit.
 Things u do to make me laugh were out of this world.
Why are you suddenly gone?
The time we broke away, got my head in confusion.
I cried my heart out during the break of dawn.
 I realize now that your love for me was long ago.
You would never come back to me.
I have to face the facts....
You are my best love memory,
I won't forget u... EVER

]]>Sat, 20 Jun 2009 10:07:08 +0700http://fhyllie.weebly.com/11/post/2009/06/hope.htmlWhat's the point of having u?
You ran away when I gave you a chance but u never gave mine.
It seems a century after you and I,
But it's only been about 2 months.
How am I gonna feel without you when I'm 80?
I miss you and want u back...
Why is that hard to say in front of your endless eyes?
I can't stand a day without thinking about you...
Hope said never to give up,
And I'm not ready to give up on u <3

]]>Sat, 20 Jun 2009 10:06:03 +0700http://fhyllie.weebly.com/11/post/2009/06/broken-yet-love.htmlLove is so confusing...
I love him but does he?
Second chances came but where is it?
I'm lost in my own heart...
I don't know what to do.
I thought u would love me like I do but the truth is, u don't and I can't make u.
Maybe this is the end but I don't want it to be.
My heart is saying to love u but my mind is saying not to! :(
I'm broken even together

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